Describing in short to a close friend how it feels to have a bipolar brain: [11:02:57 PM] Synren: It's like your mind is a hurricane, or torrential river. You're standing in the middle, trying to be the calm of the storm. You want to grasp on to something, but every time you reach out, its... Continue Reading →
Day 28: Do you want that 'gap' between your legs? I really don't care either way. The 'gap' has nothing to do with healthy weight and everything to do with how your hips are set. Obviously because I'm overweight, my thighs are too large to have that gap, but -- if I recall right --... Continue Reading →
Day 27: How do you deal with being around food? I try to eat just enough to feel full until my next meal, and have only small snacks. My family has been incredibly supporting in avoiding bringing junk into the houses.
Day 26: What excites you most about reaching your UGW? That my clothes will fit again, and I can stop wasting money having to constantly buy new ones to maintain a functional wardrobe.
Day 25: Have you ever purged? Fuck. No.
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana and pro-mia? I actually had to look these terms up because I had never heard them before, and now I'm feeling pretty sickened by the concepts. For those who don't know, they are the promotion of anorexia and bulimia (hence 'ana' and 'mia') -- the... Continue Reading →